Tuesday, October 09, 2012

on the surface.

Do I look like a dancer?
Ballet killed me a little tonight. It was once again awesome, but the turnout and new positions that we tried work my muscles in ways that I don't normally use! I know for sure that I'm gonna feel it tomorrow. Today felt a lot harder than last week, maybe because we were trying newer, slightly more complex positions and movements. We even moved across the whole floor, with arm motions included! (That was my favourite part!) This makes me want to practice during the week. But how the heck do I do that? I would love a semi-open room with a big mirror; that would be ideal. Alas, my house is not big enough to accommodate that. Somehow I'm gonna have to compromise and see what I can do. Maybe the gym with all of its mirrors? This is something that I really enjoy and want to improve on, so practice is needed. Each week I'm excited for the next class!



And now for something completely different; have you ever seen a stranger in public and think, what is their life story? We bypass people every day, often never even making eye contact, or exchanging a smile. What if inwardly they are screaming, jumping for joy, or simply feeling nothing? It is crazy to me how many people are in this world, and how many people we encounter on a daily basis. We don't know a thing about most of them, and don't often care to. I find that often, my heart just wants to reach out to people that I see on the street or in public. But I don't usually have the courage. Maybe just a smile will turn someone's day around. I find that I have to remind myself to consider everyone around me; you never know what they are going through, even the people that you think you know. Everyone has a story, we just have to look, and maybe just a small piece will surface.








My outfit from dinner with my fam on Monday. I'm not full of myself, I promise!

1 comment:

  1. Dear Justine, i wanted to let you know that you have always been an inspiration to me... id say since the day that i really have gotten to know you at school, i have looked up to you as my older sister, though you may have only spent a couple years more on this earth than i have. I dont mean to sound creepy in any way, or poser-ish id say, but i have always thought that we are very similar people, the beliefs and thoughts youve shared with me personally and the world in general is what really opened up my mind and made me realize that, there in fact are other people with similar stories and experiences, similar ways of doing and thinking about things, searching for some kind of enlightenment in their own selves.
    Anyway what i am trying to say is, i am really happy for you to pursue your dancing passion... and i think you really were the last kind of kick of confidence for me when it came to my modelling. The whole "doing things for yourself" really inspired me. And i just wanted to say thank you!
    TO be quite honest though sometimes i just dont want you to think that i am in anyway being a pretender, and well copying after you... because im not and i dont want you to think that way.
    i think i have said it before, but ill share with you again.. that it has also been my dream to be a dancer when i was little, but parents put me into music school instead.. but i was and still am such an energetic child sitting nice and still at a piano was just painful for me! I have always searched for some kind of dance courses for beginners at such older age than the usual kids, back in Toronto when i lived there, and when i came to Edmonton and i just had no luck. I have completely given up on that until you have posted about the classes that youre planning on taking.. im really thinking of taking them as well!

    so heres my essay to you, i just had to share my thoughts about it, and ive been feeling insecure about it for a while...

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